| SuMmEr |
[Jul. 6th, 2005|02:44 pm] |
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| | Sarina Paris - True Colors | ] |
Wow - Summer is here people =D finally, we can all get away from the school DRAMA haaha. Well so far the summers been pretty fun, not as much fun as I thought it would be but I think its getting there. Been hanging out with Allie, Devin, Anna, Sam, Caylin, Tina&a few boys lately. Nothing new. No new guys, no new loves, no new nothing, Just same old same old. I've liked a couple people so far but it would never work with those people. So it was a waste =P Bryans still on my mind, yes im insane but what can you do when you have you first love. ♥ Yeha ya'll wouldnt know what love is, until well - me ! haha. My love&second life hasnt been here all summer - Tara Wasylak - and I miss her like crazy + I havnt even talked to her, her cell got turned off =O what is a girl gonna do without a cellphone ?!?!? well I guess a lot of the same shits going on in my life. Nothing that new. Im moving back to my dads house on August 1st =D kinda happy and kinda sad I guess ? Well todaii I came home from Devins @ 1ish and then cleaned. My family is coming down todaii and then im going to my dads for a couple hours&all. So im gonna go and idk bullshit around ? lol ♥ ttyl bitches
Love Always&Forever
♥ Ashleigh ♥
I still love him |
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| WOW |
[May. 30th, 2005|01:35 pm] |
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| |  bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Nightingale - Saves the Day | ] |
Wow! I havnt updated in so damn long. Been really busy I guess, or just had no reason to update =/ Well this weekend was pretty awesome/some mishaps but it went pretty freakin well =D Friday Night = hung out with Cay Tina&Devin at the movies, were supposed to sleep at Tinas and sneak some guys in but plans got all fucked up so yeha. Me and Devin went home and Cay and Tina did they're own thing. So that niight snuck out went with Wackz and walked to Red Lion/TeAmo and got some goods from some kid with dreds named Dave - haha then walked back to our old school [Osbornville] and chilled on the swings and ran around on the playground and remembered our good ass times as kids while we had our goods =D then walked all the way back to my house and he ripped his man tank-top !! haha then yeha. I got home passed out in my bed and he rode his cool ass bike home. =p Then woke up Saturday, cleaned up a bit then went to my dads. Called Emmylou then we chilled and got pissed off cause Mike Pollaro had a party and didnt invite us - after we both invited him to our parties and he came >=O So yeha... Then we met up with a couple kids we knew =D and walked totally walked around Lake Riviera and lost a couple pounds. =p haha Then had to make up plan A&B with Emmylou to chill with these couple of kids, haha plan A failed but the plan B passed with flying colors ♥ So we chilled with those couple of kids while Emmy tried to stay away from the one and talked to Wackz the whole time on the phone.Well I had fun and I think she did too. Then we went back to Emmys house and got drunk off of baccardi&pepsi !! haha then Genuine Draft which was awesome in the pepsi cans!! Got into an argument with Montana about Bryan and her now liking eachother and yeha, im pissed as hell. haha Sunday morning woke up at Emmylous and then went home at like 10:30 and worked outside all day, and cleaned the house up. Got money for it so its all good. After that went to my aunts house and had birthday dinner for my step-uncle. Then went and picked up one of the GP3's [Devin] and then went home with the bitch ♥ =D Tried to call another one of the Gp3's [Emmylou] at the Cuccinello's and we couldnt get in touch with her. So me and Dev were gonna go on a journey to find her. Then she magicly showed up in my driveway and it was awesome. Then the GP3's [me&Devin&Emmy] went on a hour long walk around Lake Riviera and watched fireworks at the park ♥ Found some guys and lost them. Then ran and caught up with them. Stalked them all the way home and then went back to my house. haha Emmy had to go home cause me and her got in trouble for sneaking over Wackz (her boyfriend) like 2 weeks ago. So she wasnt allowed to sleep over. Bet we begged her mom and then she could sleepover =D So them me&Emmy&Devin all slept in my bed and didnt sneak out {which is weird as hell} and got into a fight with Will and Wackz =p Its all good though. This morning woke up on Memorial Day and Emmy and Devin left early. Emmy had soccer and Devin had shit to get done for SEMI - which is on Friday for all you cool ass 8th graders =p Then I went outside and helped my dad out with cleaning the back yard. Now im sitting here typing away my life long weekend. Emmylou miight come back over layter and so miight Devin. Tomorrow is back to school ~ UHG ~ and yeha im dredding it. I hate most the people in Lake Riviera and im dredding seeing him [Bryan] because im so upset im afraid I miight flipp shit and start crying and yeha. Well enough about me. Leave some comments biitches ♥
Boys&Girls and better off friends.
Lovers break hearts and it hurts.
So yeha, everyone go lesbian =D
JUST KIDDING ♥
LEAVE SOME COMMENTS =D
♥ Ashleigh |
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| Spring Break Bitches |
[Apr. 29th, 2005|11:58 am] |
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| |  ditzy | ] |
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| | Someones Myspace ? haha | ] |
Yeha wow, Spring Break is almost fucken over allreadii !! Its friday only 3 more days of Spring Break - good thing I got to uhmm HAVE FUN !! haha yeha im OVER Bryan finally... cause I saw I didnt need the bastard !! haha and I like someone - not telling who - but I like this someone a lot... Enough to - nvm [ haha bitches not telling you SHI-AT] hehe well yeha Spring Break went really fast !!
Well im gonna go - I have an ortho appt. in an hour - and I get my braces off in exactly 2 WEKKS !! haha
I cant frickin wait - well leave some comments - tell me about your fun Spring Break moments and ill be sure to write back !!
I love [him]
♥ Ashleigh |
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| HOLY FKN SHIT |
[Apr. 22nd, 2005|06:07 pm] |
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| |  IM always crazii <3 | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Papa Roach - Scars | ] |
HOLY FUCKEN SHIT !! ITS SRPING BREAK MOTHER FUCKERS - AND YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS? FUCKEN HUGE ASS PARTIES, DRUNKEN NIGHTS, HANGING WITH MY GIRLS AND PARTYIN IT UP WITH THE BOYS <3 yeha thats whats going down these next 9 days of NO SCHOOL !! yes thats right - sprning break is hopefully gonna rock - tonite hanging with allie-miister <3 then sunday having a sleepover with Kim [the battiste] haha and yahh hopefully gonna hang out with a couple guys over the days =D but im gonna be a good girl cause I love Bryan and yeha he hates me but it makes no difference ? lol ne way yahh as you probably know from what I just said, I still LOVE Bry to death and yeha he hates me still... I smiled at hun todaii and it sucked cause all I got back was a dirty look. I wish he could smile back but I dont think thats ever gonna happen again ='( sadly... havnt talked to ms.greenberg about it cause idk I figured out that it makes more drama so yahh... I tried to talk to Bryan in person {alone} but he told me to go make out with Dan Boyle and then I cried for like 4 hours - thanks Britt Ullah for making me feel better - hehe yah and yah - this blows like a slut... but yahh ill update when I have some good GOSSIP or some kewl ass times I had in the "spring break" days !! which should be soon ? I HOPE
* and remember :*: what happens on spring break, STAYS in spring break ;) hehehe
you know you love me =D
Ashleigh ♥ |
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| Im in love |
[Apr. 15th, 2005|11:09 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | Early November | ] |
he treated me like gold, and I wasnt used to that - I was scared, and I ran away from it all... I ruined it for me - I shattered his heart and in the process hurt other people... I knew I loved him, I told him all the time, people thought I didnt mean it, but after all we've been threw I feel like a better person for not giving up... I am a good person under all of those clothes I wear, under all the attitude I give, I am kind hearted... Ya know, its just one thing that makes me go crazy the most... Its his lips and his smile... when I see that - even when im in the worst mood and he HATES me - it makes me feel better... its like a medicine without pills or nasty so called cherry flavored shit... it still makes me get butterflys... I love him ~ with all of my heart...
Bryan, if you are reading this, I dont want you to love me again, cause I know you wont be able too, but I want your friendship - and if it was ment to be you'll come back to me... if that takes a day, a month, a year, a decade, ill wait for you... your the one that I love your my everything... IM NOT GIVING UP ON YOU |
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| uhg |
[Apr. 10th, 2005|02:36 pm] |
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| |  crushed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | papa roach - scars | ] |
I am in love with Bryan Dzugan still and he hates me... wtf else is new... nothing ever goes my way EVER... which is nothing new.. I wish Bryan would just give me another chance and actually " talk " to me cause now he thinks im *annoying as hell* for some odd reason - maybe its just cause I care too much, maybe im just hurting myself waiting for something thats never gonna happen... No 1 understands - sometimes I dont even understand myself... just put it this way... I have a better chance of getting on a plane tomorrow and dying - then Bryan ever loving me again... ya thats it
hate me love me do whatever
♥ Ashleigh |
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| Elementry School Lovers |
[Apr. 2nd, 2005|06:49 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  cranky | ] |
| [ | music |
| | none | ] |
Yeha well probably half of you alreadii heard, but yes I am going out with Andrew Wicoff... finally im happy with someone again... The last time I went out with Andrew was in 4th grade - right before he moved to the other side of town... This year we started talking again which I am SO happy about... He asked me out this morning @ 12:53 hehe... I was @ Emmylous party and yeha we all hung out and then yeha - now I have a boyfriend... and im HAPPY =D Saying thanks to Bryan in the update before this was a waste - cause now hes flipping shit on me again, all because im going out with his friends... and now im pretty much screwed with whoever I go out with - cause hes firneds with everyone !! lol anyway, I am extremly happy that me and Andrew are finally together again after 3 years of waiting 0=) Well right now im fighting with my dad about going to hang out at the movies and/or with Joss Andrew and Sean =x and im pretty pissed off cause hes not letting me... for NO GOOD REASON !! Well ill write more some other time... thanks for reading and LEAVE SOME COMMENTS BITCHES <33
you know you love me
Ashleigh
Ilusm Andrew 4 . 2 . 05 |
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| OMG |
[Apr. 1st, 2005|07:19 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  energetic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Edwin McCain - Ill Be | ] |
Hey guys !! todaii was pretty much awsome - which is a first Todaii was our first track meet !! I got 3rd place in the 100 meter and 2nd place in the 4x100 with Emmylou Delany and Kate O'Connor !! it was frickin awsome !! im not fighting with Bryan anymore, and I feel like I have the freedom to spread my wings wide again... I think im actually ready to push myself forward and get my head in the game... Schools almost over ( thank god ) and summers right around the corner !! 42 days until I get my braces off and 29 days till I get my bellybutton peirced !! haha AWSOME I CANT WAIT TILL MAY Tonite is Emmylous party and I cant frickin wait !! it should be awsome <3 this week flew by with tears & cheers - happy & sad times... but I think we pretty much all got threw it as best we could =) well right now im going to get readii for Emmylous PAR-TAY !! hehe so leave me some comments - tell me how your week went...
thanks Bryan - glad we can be civil again =)
you know you love me
<3 Ashleigh |
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| WOW LONG TIME NO UPDATE |
[Mar. 26th, 2005|10:23 am] |
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| | pissed off | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Jesse McCartney - Best Day of My Life | ] |
Wow... I havnt updated this thing in like a million years... too busy with Myspace - thats the new online chatting shit... Well I cant wait to see what happens next when that fad fades out... yes as most of you all know me and Bryan are far from over... we are more over then over.... sadly and it does suck... I hate it. I still love him very very very very much and yet he has no feelings for me... This weekend was suppose to be amazing but plans fell apart and people are gay... I really thought best friends you could count on... Guess things changed over the years... but ya im making the best of it... Last night went to the movies with Tiffany Ashley and Allie... had fun but Kim Battista being the girl of gossip she is - told everyone shit about me... Which I dont have a hard time saying - pissed me the fuck off... Right now I could probably ripp someones head off but im controlling myself... Yes, I started going to therapy again... Which is kinda helping and I always have Jenn Ungerer to talk to and she helps me a bunch !! thanks so much Jenn... Tonite im hopefully hanging out with someone and tonite im praying I get to actually talk to Bryan about things... HOPEFULLY lol So yahh this weekend is pretty stressfull so far and im kinda dissapointed... But what it seems to be everyone isnt having as good as a time as planned. From half the people i've talked to, everyones having a bitch fit and fighting over everything. ESPECIALLY THE GIRLS !! which kinda sucks also... and as for the boys, most of them are partying, hooking up with their hoes, or getting drunk off the asses and not worrying about us chicks... OoO well I guess thats what they're good at. As long as their having a good time. I havnt been drunk in like a month now... and its killing me not to be partying it up/ guess my mind is telling me to save it for SUMMER !! which as we all know is right around the corner !! thank goodness... The weather is finally agreeing with us all - starting wednesday its supposed to be 60 and then THursday 62 and then Friday 64... and as for the rest of the month its supposed to be in the upper 50's mid 60's !! im happy as hell... good have some good beach weather coming up guys and galz... gimme some comments and ask questions... im good at giving adivce and i know the lastest gossip !! hehe
You know you love me <3
- Ashleigh |
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| wow |
[Dec. 18th, 2004|03:26 pm] |
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| |  sick | ] |
Wow... I never update this thing anymore... Now Myspace is the big thing... If you guys wanna comment thats cool... If not im probably gonna delete this whole thinga ma bobber.... Yes at the moment I am single, I still love Bryan very much... Im dumb for breaking up with him... but ya know... What can ya do? ttyl people
<33 Ashleigh |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 27th, 2004|05:44 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | SwitchFoot - This is your life | ] |
Yesterday is a wrinkle on your forehead...
Ilusm Bryan Dzugan.... One month Thursday... 11 . 2 . 04
<33 Ashleigh
if you wanna leave a comment leave a nice one... >:o |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 18th, 2004|07:58 pm] |
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| | crazy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | SwitchFoot - This Is Your Life | ] |
I love you so much Bryan !!! You are my everything....
DONT LEAVE GAY COMMENTS ON MY LJ OR ILL SHOVE A SHOVEL UP YOUR ASS HOLE !! lol
<33 Ashleigh |
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| I love Bryan |
[Nov. 6th, 2004|03:23 pm] |
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| |  loved | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Christina Aguilera - Im Ok | ] |
I LOVE BRYAN DZUGAN FOREVER AND EVER !!!
haha
I love you so much Bryan.... Your my everything !!
x0 Ashleigh |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 2nd, 2004|05:23 pm] |
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| |  cold | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Its Raining Men - Weather Girls | ] |
Bored... I never update ne more... LJ's are starting to get old now sooo.... I might delete mine sometime... I dunno yett... hehehe
Whell Ily Bryan!!
ashleigh xo |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 29th, 2004|04:13 pm] |
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| |  horny | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Howie Day - Collide | ] |
I love Bryan Dzugan.... lol
Thats all I hadd to say!!
<3 Ashleigh |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 23rd, 2004|12:14 am] |
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| | pissed off | ] |
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| | none | ] |
I am heart broken again.... But what the fuck else is new....
Leave me a fkn comment if you wanna....
Im so pissed off....
Ashleigh |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 21st, 2004|03:32 pm] |
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| | crushed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Now you Know - Hilary Duff | ] |
I was so wrong on some things.....
I wasnt the most truthfull at some points....
But I sure as hell try my best to be the best I can be....
Im sorry I doubted you....
Now you know....
You've drained me out, and now im starting to run empty....
I wish I could have another chance, and I really would'nt screw EVERYTHING up....
Leave a Comment if you Wanna.....
* Me * |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 18th, 2004|06:34 pm] |
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| |  curious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Starting Line - Im Real | ] |
Im just posting for the hell of it....
The Lake Riv, Boys Soccer Team Rocks The House!!! lol
7-0 OoO yeha Behbay!!
Ill post layter, LEAVE A COMMENT IF YOU LOVE ME!!!
* LiL KuK *
<3 Tim * John <3 |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 12th, 2004|06:03 pm] |
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I never have time to update....
I wanna make a new page but I have no idea how, so when you all see this, and you know how to make one, lemme know and tell me how!!! lol
Im still liken Tim, hes the bestest!! lol And I and still waiting to see if hes ever gonna like me bakk!!?? lol I hope so, whell sometime in the near* future...
Whell comment if you love me....
And a quick survey for ya'll to take** For guys onlii
* Do you think im pretty *
* Would you wanna go out with me *
* Did we go out already, and if so, would you wanna go out again *
* On a 1 to 10 ( 10 being the highest ) what would you rate me for *cuteness* *
* Give me a truthful answer, do you think I am a good person/friend * |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 7th, 2004|05:52 pm] |
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| | sick | ] |
| [ | music |
| | My Chemical Romance - Im Not Okay | ] |
Hey guys!! I like never have time to update ne more... I've been real busy lately.... With basketball, soccer, friends, taking care of "other" things.... I've been having problems with things lately... Alot of panic attacks, and shitt.... Just have some things on my mind... No one seems to be helping though... Sadly =( I like Tim Firman alot, and since this whole thing with Kevin, it seems like hell to me... I hate it... and I really wish someone would like me, for me, and not for what they want or see.... And I really wish that Tim would see how much I like him and how much I want him to like me bakk.... Whell I'll update some other time, when I have time.... lol
Leave me a sweet one...
Ilusm - Tim
<33 Ashleigh Judith |
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